Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Empower Yourself

“Be determined and confident; your God will never fail or abandon you.” ~ Deuteronomy 31:6
Oliver's last day of freedom had held all of the monotony that belongs to a 15 year old.  A day of classes, a trek to the video store for games and a movie, a bike ride to a friend’s house.
On his return home, peddling faster now because it was getting dark, snow began falling.  Oliver pumped with vigor past trees staring at him like silent sentries.  But a section of roadway still under construction awaited his path.  Without warning, his “routine " ended abruptly, forever.
As he flew over the handlebars he felt his neck snap.  His body slammed against unforgiving granite forcing air from his lungs, leaving his body twisted at a bizarre angle.  What evil had so cruelly expelled him from the animated life of a teenager into the alien lifestyle of a quadriplegic?
For two hours he lay in the grave-like confines of an irrigation ditch . . . wondering . . . waiting.  His head seemed disconnected from his motionless body.  As family members retraced his route, Oliver remained locked within the prison of his own flesh.  He tried to scream but physical injuries foiled any attempt.
As the temperature continued to drop Oliver felt neither the water from the bottom of the irrigation ditch soaking his clothes, nor the pressure from blood pooling in his legs.  “Why can't I get up?” he agonized as panic joined the battle of life vs. death that raced through him.
Then a single thought emerged; a favored bible verse: “Your God will never abandon you.” Suddenly a blissful feeling swept over him - the state when you stop dying, and begin to live. 
“It’s going to be alright; there’s a purpose in this.”  It was as if all the love in the world embraced him - a love that would sustain him until medical help arrived.
Oliver wasn't expected to live.  His spinal cord injury, high in the cervical vertebrae, had left him paralyzed from the neck down.  He’d need constant care the rest of his life.  But the love which had visited him in the culvert had implanted itself within him, welcoming each new day.  Amazingly, it disarmed the anger, frustration and despair that ordinarily accompanies such a devastating injury.
He’d conquer one challenge after another; from college graduation to eventually landing his dream job.  Oliver never slowed for self-pity.  “I just made everything work with what God gave me,” he proclaims.
Where had it come from? 
Faith became his power tool.  Knowing God is with you all the time seriously boosts your ability to empower yourself.  Faith in whatever higher being you believe in helps you have the courage to do what scares you and to believe in your ability to get things done.
Most merciful God, I know everything that happens is for my greater good.  During my darkest hour I lean on you.   You’re still in control.  That’s all I need.  Amen