Thursday, December 4, 2025

Her Unspoken Heart

 “As a mother comforts her child, I will also comfort you.” ~ Isaiah 66:13

Amanda rocked her infant daughter in the nightlight’s amber glow, the old wooden chair squeaking with every motion. Outside, rain pattered softly against the window, a calm rhythm that seemed to hush the world. Three-month-old Elise gazed up at her, eyes wide and shining, tiny pools reflecting mystery that Amanda couldn’t yet fathom.

“Oh, sweetheart,” Amanda whispered, brushing a fingertip along her daughter’s cheek, “I wish you could talk. Just enough to let me know what stirs your little heart.”

Elise answered with a soft, precious coo. Her tiny arms reached up as if trying to share a secret her little mouth couldn’t speak.

Amanda smiled, marveling at how love could feel both fierce and fragile at once. Each night became a growing expanse of whispered questions: Is she warm enough? Comforted, safe, cherished? Am I truly seeing all she needs? The uncertainty pressed against her chest like a second heartbeat, a tender rhythm where love and worry wove seamlessly together.

“If you could talk,” Amanda murmured, “you could tell me if I’m doing this right.”

The room settled into the peculiar hush that only comes in the hours before dawn, when even the air seems to listen. In that hush, Amanda felt a subtle fear she rarely admitted aloud: “Lord… what if I’m not enough?”

Her daughter blinked, then, as if sensing her mother’s troubled thoughts, Elise lifted her tiny hand. It rested on Amanda’s cheek, small, warm, and full of trust.

“You’re fresh from God’s arms,” Amanda clarified, her voice catching. “Maybe you understand Him in ways that I’m still learning.”

A fleeting smile brushed Elise’s lips, tender and unspoken. As if she were sharing a secret only her mother could feel. Something inside Amanda shifted, an unmistakable whisper as if God were speaking to her. “Elise doesn’t need to speak. I’m speaking through her.”

Tears blurred Amanda’s vision as she pressed a soft kiss on top of Elise’s head, inhaling the newborn scent, as if heaven itself still clung to her tiny child. In that moment, Amanda understood. Elise’s silence was enough - full of insight, filled with grace. Every breath, every sigh, every tiny movement was its own sacred language. One day, she’ll laugh, sing, and ask endless questions. But for now, her silence is a gift itself.

“Thank You, Lord,” Amanda breathed. “Help me listen to You through her.”

Elise snuggled closer to her Mommy, cradled in warmth and trust, as the rain whispered a sweet lullaby. Peace draped over them like an invisible veil as Amanda rocked, feeling the soft rise and fall of her daughter’s chest pressed against her own.

It marked a sacred moment, where each heartbeat, each tender movement, each trusting touch between them rose became an unspoken prayer of gratitude to their shared Creator.

“Heavenly Father, thank You for this precious child, for the ways You speak through her even without words. Teach me to trust You with every uncertainty, to feel Your presence in every moment of doubt. Stay near, please. Amen