Monday, March 11, 2013

Bullycide

“God’s Spirit gives us power, love, and self-control." ~ 2 Timothy 1:7
Jared was a genius!  A young man with a bright future, Jared had already been accepted into many prestigious colleges.
Classmates remember Jared as a ‘geek’ – aloof, peculiar, and too smart to have social value.  Nicknamed “Einstein,” they frequently taunted him for his social clumsiness and his superior intellect.  Austin became the ringleader of the horrible circus that nearly ended Jared’s life.
Jared used to think he’d live a long and exciting life – maybe becoming famous for inventing something important, or curing something miserable.  But depression had been eating away at him.  In the mirror he saw someone not quite whole staring back – someone living to die.
Tired of sleeplessness and antidepressants and counselors, he just wanted it all to disappear.  No one valued him anyway.  So he posted the following on Facebook:
“Tomorrow I’m planning suicide.  Thanks for the memories!”
Alert parents had their 16-year old son hospitalized immediately.  Word spread quickly amid the quaint New England village where they lived; where guilt overpowered Austin.
Despite his agnostic tendencies, Austin felt the presence of a higher being - a power calling him to reach out to Jared’s parents hoping a genuine apology might erase his crushing remorse.
In the living room of Jared’s home – without a pre-written apology or even mental notes, Austin told a story that’d been bottled up inside him.  Two hours later he’d learned plenty about Jared.  While many factors contributed, their bullying combined with his depression, definitely led Jared to consider suicide.
Austin couldn’t absorb everything that night; it took a few days to sink in.  Jared’s parents had welcomed him into their home and appreciated Austin sharing another piece of their son’s puzzled life.  No anger – only love!
While doctors continued to assess Jared’s mental condition, Austin posted a letter to Jared on Facebook and encouraged others to do likewise.  He hoped a couple of responses might cheer Jared up, might give him a reason to go on living, might convince him that his life mattered.
He got more than a few responses – thousands actually, letters from every continent including Antarctica.  The sheer volume brightened his room a million watts.  He’ll be reading well-wishes well into retirement – from people who could relate, who valued life, who cared.
Jared’s journey isn’t over. He still has good and bad days.  But now he has a ‘pile’ of friends reminding him that life is short; that his life is special.     
Suicide is the third leading cause of death among teenagers.  But – it’s preventable. Youth who are contemplating suicide frequently give warning signs of their intentions.  As parents, teachers, and friends, we’re in the best position to notice the dangers and get help.  Never take these warning signs lightly or promise to keep them secret.
My Lord, shifting relationships with hormones, social circles and support networks cause havoc for our teens.  Help us be vigilant for warning signs of distress so that we can help them get help.  Amen