Monday, June 16, 2014

Test of Character

“The testing of your faith develops perseverance." ~ James 1:2-3
The 3-day mental marathon would soon begin.  Jolene had gone to law school for three years and studied hard just to graduate.  Review classes at night had ruined her social life for the past eight weeks.  Now, passing the bar exam was all that kept her from practicing the law.  She was ready!
The odds of passing were in her favor.  Ten percent of the people were dumber than her; a similar number were gonna have at least one bad day.   Another fifteen percent were going to freak out and choke.  She liked her chances.
Jolene gulped some calming breaths and tried to relax; there wasn’t anything she could do now to change her test performance.  Besides, her Mom had been praying the rosary for weeks . . . and that never hurt.
But as she entered the cavernous testing room and positioned herself at a rickety table, negative thoughts crept into her consciousness.   Annoying traffic sounds outside clashed with the rush of adrenaline now raging through her veins.  Had she studied enough?  Were the others better prepared?  Would concepts that she knew yesterday no longer make sense today?  
The proctor passed out the exam and left the room.  Within a short time, students pulled out cheat sheets from under their shirts or from their pockets.  Jolene’s anxiety soared; she felt her heart beat faster and her muscles tensing.  Sweat began running down the small of her back.  It’s almost impossible to compete against cheaters she thought to herself.
About that time a tall, lanky man stood up in the back of the room and shouted: “I left my hometown and put my wife and twin little babies in an upstairs apartment while I worked full-time to get though Law School.  And you’d better believe that I’ll turn in the first one of you who cheats,” he barked adamantly.
They believed him! 
Cheat sheets started disappearing as fast as guilty expressions had appeared.  He’d just set the standard for a group that would later become some of the most prominent and respected lawyers in our country’s history – including Jolene Bransner JD.
In reality, we’re only in competition with ourselves.  Others can challenge and motivate us, but we must reach down deep into our souls and call forth our God-given intelligence and capabilities.  We cannot do this when we depend on the efforts of someone else.
Honesty is a principle, and we have a moral obligation to determine how best to apply its code.   While we have the ability to make choices, we will ultimately be accountable for each choice we make.  We may cheat others, but there is One we will never deceive.
Lord, I pray that our Youth understand that a relationship with You is more important than any other thing in this life.  Cheating is not worth losing Your presence and rejecting Your grace even if for a moment.  Thank You for Your light upon them.  Amen