Friday, March 11, 2022

Tears in Heaven?

 “God will wipe every tear; there shall be no more death, sorrow, crying or pain." ~ Revelation 21:3-4

Darius was headed for work when flashing red lights at the railroad crossing stopped him.  He’d left plenty early, so the delay didn’t bother him.  As he waited in the silence of his Audi, his thoughts began drifting as if on feathered wings.

The crossing brought back memories of his friend Jamal who’d been killed here years before.  Surprised at realizing how many birthdays had passed since that tragic accident, an emptiness filled his heart again.

Darius closed his eyes, letting the void fill with flashbacks.  He heard Jamal’s good-natured teasing as if just feet away.  He recalled his laugh, his wit, his charisma.  He’d not had another friend like Jamal since; their friendship was as unique as the two of them.

He shifted in his seat, strangely ashamed at having dismissed or forgotten Jamal’s presence in his consciousness over the years.  He’d grieved through enough pain; shed more than enough tears. 

He’d become adept at hiding his broken insides.  But today for some reason, emotional storms were threatening; remorse triggered by lost opportunities.  As close as they’d been, Darius didn't know for certain if Jamal had ever accepted the salvation offered by Jesus.  Was he a true believer?  Had he accepted Christ as his personal savior?

Not knowing the answer plagued Darius to this day.  He flipped on the radio to calm himself.  His answer came immediately as the opening words to one of Eric Clapton’s most memorable songs greeted him.

“Tears in Heaven” is based on the tragic death of his 4-year-old son Conor, who died after accidentally falling from a 54-story apartment window.   The track was written during the blues guitarist, songwriter and singer’s hiatus from music after that devastating event. 

There’s a powerful verse in Clapton’s grief: “Beyond the door, there's peace, I'm sure.  And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.”  It was a song of belief; a song of optimism - of reunion.

“God speaks to us in many ways,” Darius thought.  “That’s why periods of solitude are so vital, otherwise we might miss it!” 

Through Divine intervention, Darius knew his friend’s fate.

Life’s pain, grief, and heartache can seem overwhelming at times.  But they’re temporary, and one day they will be no more for the Redeemed ones (Revelation 21:3-4).

No one can possibly calculate the buckets of tears shed every moment in this hurting world.  He allows sorrow to be woven into our mortal experience.  But in Heaven, He who forgives our sins also wipes away all tears. 

Ours is a God of tears.  And the reason why he wipes away our tears is partly because He knows firsthand all about suffering.   

God of Tears, I come to You when I’m sad.  Wipe the tears from my face.  Bandage my broken spirit.  Cleanse me with hope.  No matter how deep, I know that all wounds will be healed when You redeem us in heaven.  Amen